At least I can blog...

I suppose this is like talking to myself, which I do already, but here it is nonetheless.

I have so little actually happening to me lately, but my mind never ceases. It must be a couple years ahead by now...

Work is slow, weather is cold, family is distant, I'm getting enough time to sleep but can't seem to make it happen, and I wake up minutes before I need to be at work - exhausted. Maybe this is just a rough spot meant to teach me something.

I think I need to accept that while I may want a bright spot, I don't necessarily need one - God knows what is best, and I think I need patience.

So, with that in mind, I will keep plugging away, and take what comes as it happens.

Being pessimistic isn't all that bad - it gives one the opportunity to be pleasantly surprised when good things happen. BUT IT'S SO DIFFICULT!!!!!!

---listening to:

Be Good Tanyas - Don't You Fall
Guns 'n Roses - November Rain
Liz Phair - Everything To Me
Tom Petty - Square One