More than you may want to know about me

I just finished eating "breakfast for supper" - one of my favorite meals. Soft-scrambled eggs, sausage links, bacon, & corned beef hash. Of course, I had to share some with Penny, since she works hard all day :) At being cute, that is (all that napping must be beauty sleep ;) ).

I was invited to my mom's house for lunch, but due to several factors, I ended up running a bit late. I attempted to call, but no answer. I received a call later on from my mom, who hadn't been feeling well, taken a nap, and forgotten about my coming over. She was feeling better, but we agreed to get together another day - I don't want to overwork her!

Found some cool songs - Alanis Morrisette, The Cars, Rembrandts, & Snow Patrol. I'm going to overload that silly radio.blog when I finally work the kinks out!!

Ahh, yes, my rough night...Well, I've been on a "high" for the last several days, but either that was not good for me or I was tempted to be depressed. Either way, I gave in, and all kinds of loneliness, sad thoughts & disappointing memories came flooding in.
A friend called, but her questions kept grating at me, and finally I had to hang up before I really freaked out.
Then I put some music on, and though the thoughts & memories subsided, the loneliness got worse, so I finally stumbled to bed through my tears.
Karina helped a bit, so thanks God for that blessing (I haven't had a stuffed animal in a while, but it's comforting to have a soft, furry hand to hold :$ )
Sara jumped up on my bed and demanded to be petted for a while - that also helped. Finally I cried myself to sleep, feeling little & alone.
When I woke up, feeling exhausted despite a rather large amount of sleep, I got to chat with a friend for a bit, and that helped quite a bit to dispel my feeling of loneliness.
I finally went to work, and being busy didn't let me think about much of anything.

Well, I got through the rough spot in the road fairly quickly - perhaps it's still an after-effect of what I've been through. I think the that's the case - these backslides will diminish with time.
It did get to me - I'm only human.
It didn't last long - God is looking out for me.
It will get better - I have faith.
I'll try to enjoy the small patch of the road I'm on right now, and look forward to what may come. I'm still young - so many possibilities ahead!
Once again, I'm cheerful :D