I can't think of a title...

I suppose I'm too good at reading between the lines - and I've got much too vivid of an imagination. It wears me out.




It's been aching inside me lately - the fact that I am alone. I never thought it would come to this - I was always pretty much on my own, and figured it would end that way. That fact never bothered me... until the past couple years.

Now, over the past few weeks, it has been eating away at me. I pray that God will help me settle down, or get over this longing, I guess you'd call it.

Nothing. The feelings will subside for a bit, but then come back as strong as ever.
Then they become stronger.


I'd like to have someone, but after all my time alone, I don't know how I'd handle being "un-single".
I want that feeling of having someone there for me - and someone to be there for - but I don't want to settle. God has His best in mind for me, and I need to trust Him to show me the way. I've had too many disappointments, hurts, and some scary encounters, probably because I tried too hard, instead of letting Him do things in His time. I don't really know what else to try.

If I'm meant to be the other half of a couple, God will lead her to me, right? (or me to her)
It will all fall into place. She'll be everything I want & need and I'll be the same to her.

When I dream (yeah, guys have daydreams too) about how it will feel to finally meet that person, I think I'd wait the rest of my life if my last day were to be with her.
That would be a perfect day!

I'll wait for it, and for her.

listening to...

Snow Patrol - All That I Have
Imogen Heap - Speeding Cars
Bush - Glycerine