Angels Broke Through...
Well, today started with me feeling down, and got progressively worse.
It wasn't as bad as the other day, but I was getting there. Ultra-busy schedule, lost my work cellphone, lost contact info for a repair job, trouble with bossy assistant store manager...
My phone was found, I managed to get the repair done, I was able to call on most of my route stops, and I avoided the assistant manager and didn't seem to tick him off, so... my day ended well.
The last few days, I keep hearing certain songs, whether on the radio in my vehicle, or in stores. Songs that keep reminding me of what I am missing by being alone - probably alone for good (right now I don't see the good in it, though I keep asking God to show me).
I often wonder if I could really stand to be with somebody after living alone all these years. When I have company over, I get a little claustrophobic after a while. I imagine that if it was the right person for me, I wouldn't feel that way - and if I did, she'd understand and we'd get through it. I guess that is how a relationship works... maybe someday I'll know.
For now, I'll keep praying that God will help me to be content with what He has for me, whether it's singleness or not.
Last night, I had my assessment. It was over two hours long!!! Lots of typing, and practice calls were part of the session.
Apparently, it went well enough, since I am scheduled for an interview next Monday evening. I will get answers to my questions there, and also a chance to tell the interviewer why I'd be perfect for the job ;)
Now I must get some sleep so that I am well-rested for my weekend work! You'd think I'd have had enough sleep already this week (after working, I went straight to bed nearly every evening!), but I'm feeling a little worn-out. Maybe I'm getting old! :D
listening to...
3 Doors Down - Landing in London
Avril Lavigne - Keep Holding On
Hinder - Lips of an Angel
Snow Patrol - Chasing Cars
Nickelback - Far Away
The Scorpions - No-one Like You
It wasn't as bad as the other day, but I was getting there. Ultra-busy schedule, lost my work cellphone, lost contact info for a repair job, trouble with bossy assistant store manager...
My phone was found, I managed to get the repair done, I was able to call on most of my route stops, and I avoided the assistant manager and didn't seem to tick him off, so... my day ended well.
The last few days, I keep hearing certain songs, whether on the radio in my vehicle, or in stores. Songs that keep reminding me of what I am missing by being alone - probably alone for good (right now I don't see the good in it, though I keep asking God to show me).
I often wonder if I could really stand to be with somebody after living alone all these years. When I have company over, I get a little claustrophobic after a while. I imagine that if it was the right person for me, I wouldn't feel that way - and if I did, she'd understand and we'd get through it. I guess that is how a relationship works... maybe someday I'll know.
For now, I'll keep praying that God will help me to be content with what He has for me, whether it's singleness or not.
Last night, I had my assessment. It was over two hours long!!! Lots of typing, and practice calls were part of the session.
Apparently, it went well enough, since I am scheduled for an interview next Monday evening. I will get answers to my questions there, and also a chance to tell the interviewer why I'd be perfect for the job ;)
Now I must get some sleep so that I am well-rested for my weekend work! You'd think I'd have had enough sleep already this week (after working, I went straight to bed nearly every evening!), but I'm feeling a little worn-out. Maybe I'm getting old! :D
listening to...
3 Doors Down - Landing in London
Avril Lavigne - Keep Holding On
Hinder - Lips of an Angel
Snow Patrol - Chasing Cars
Nickelback - Far Away
The Scorpions - No-one Like You

